I'm the eldest of two siblings, all which are girls. My sister and I, well, we are two different people who don't share a single hobby. The difference between my sis and I sometimes, cross that, every time makes me wonder how we can be of the same blood (figuratively saying, 'cuz we don't even share the same blood type).
Sometimes I imagine what if I had a big brother. Would he treat me as an attentive big bro or ignore me? Of course I'd want him to be attentive. It must be really nice, especially if he already works and occasionally treats me things. But somehow I also imagine him being quite stubborn. It's something that runs deep in the family. :p
Physically, I imagine him like this:
a. Tall enough for an Indonesian guy. Like 176 cm above. (from my dad's side)
b. Has fair to light brown complexion. (mum's fair, dad's rather not, so the mixture should be good, like me)
c. He has my face features, except for the eyes. He can have my sister's eyes. They are less cynical.
d. Hair, not straight, not curly.
Overall, I think he'd look like a taller, more masculine version of me. Considering that - in my own opinion - I'm quite a handsome lady (even if I lack in height), I think if my imaginary bro really existed, he'd be quite a catch.
Too bad this cannot be realized, except if I adopt an older bro. It won't be the same, though. I can still hope for a little brother, but please not let God grant it. I'm a bit too old to have another sibling. :)
Maybe I should save these hoping for my own son (if I've ever been blessed by one). hehe.
